Giving up?

Either I'm a sucker and like the punishment and pain, or I'm a straight up idiot.

I did week 2 day 2 today. It was better than Saturday, so I feel there is hope, but its still so hard. I still want there to be some easy component to it. 

I was asked today how the program was going and how it worked. I know she didn't mean to make me feel three inches tall-but she said when she heard I was doing it, she thought for sure then she could do it too.

Ah great, now I'm the measure of weakness.Sigh. I'm not a prideful person-at least when it comes to self-esteem, I'm the least of these, and I obviously have outward issues, as well as inward, but it still hurts to be known as the "heavy girl" the "one who is slowest" the "one who can't run"  the "crazy lady with 4 kids"
Labels are no fun, so in any circumstance I know I need to press on. I know who I am in Christ, and that is all that should matter.
Looking up and moving forward.