Week 2. Ugh.
It was not good. I did it, but it sucked. How is it even possible to get to the end of this program? I'm not sure it is.. for me.
I think I'm doing ok but then while I'm out there I just want to quit. I want to quit and never think about jogging again.
It has to be mind over matter-because my body could do it, painfully, but I was fighting myself the whole time.
I think my question is: If I keep on doing this, will I eventually catch on and get my stride, or will this always be hard for me? Honestly. I want easy. I want to go out there and do it, and be proud of myself. Instead I feel like a miserably slow overweight person who is insane for trying this in the first place.
It's embarrassing. I think an actual snail passed me today.
you will get there. everyone starts out at a snails pace. well most people. :) I'm sure a slug would pass me!
ReplyDeleteThanks for the encouragement Aimee!
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